young, broke and beautiful

late night paper writing

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 01:48:19 -0500

Me: i dont know if i could have gotten it done if it had been due on wednesday
Meg: i dont know if i can get it done now
Me: exactly
Meg: i like need cocaine
Me: ahahaha or adderall
Meg: thats prob better
Me: maybe
Me: i wish i was the type of person to take that shit though. it would definitely improve my grades haha
Meg: totally

I have brilliant theories on life.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 16:07:45 -0500

Unfortunately, you’re just going to have to wait to read them until my friend and I publish our book about them. In a few years. Maybe. Probably.

Also, I’m still completely undecided on what I want to do with my life. But. I’ve realized I really like teaching.

They’re filming Friday Night Lights at BC

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 11:01:00 -0500

They’re filming Friday Night Lights at BC

consistent

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:35:00 -0500

I’m really not at all a hard girl to please. All I ask for is consistency. Why is that so hard to keep up? I understand that life gets in the way of plans and things. But why don’t people start off with how they really are instead of changing themselves trying to make people like who they really aren’t, and then all of a sudden change back because they weren’t really like that in the first place?

I’m not even just talking about boys. This also goes back to all kinds of friendships too. Just be consistent. It’s not hard. Be you. Do you.

THE YANKEES WIN!!!!!

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:31:33 -0500

THE YANKEES WIN!!!!!

Whiskey dick… Literally.

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 16:46:22 -0500

Whiskey dick… Literally.

Lion King in real life. Best picture I’ve ever...

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 10:44:23 -0500

Lion King in real life. Best picture I’ve ever seen.

(via popculturebrain, indieandyy, & babybitch; alohanico)

(916): How does, "Im sorry I was such an intoxicated bitch, I didn't mean anything I said" sound as an apology.

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:14:37 -0500

this sounds like my past few weekends… sorryyyy.

hindsight

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 17:59:17 -0500

so i may have failed my midterm today (ok, maybe i’m overreacting, or maybe i’m not, but i know i wasn’t on my A game) and gotten little amounts of sleep for no reason because i wasn’t up studying, but having that 2 hour conversation in the middle of the night was probably one of the best things i could have done. losing one of my best friends since high school for the past two years for some of the stupidest reasons really hurt me, and i’m really glad that we talked a lot out and are putting most of that past us so we can go back to how things used to be, where we used to talk about everything and anything and it wasn’t uncomfortable, even when i cried in front of him.

this year (from january to now) has been seriously full of new friends, reuniting with old friends, and figuring out who real friends are. i know this sounds extremely cliche, but you really do grow a lot in college. and this year has probably been the year where i’ve done more growing (not vertically however) than i ever have, and i’m so glad for it. this has been the most comfortable i’ve been with myself, and i’m really happy with who i am (even if not everyone likes me).

so you know, glad that’s all out. now back to regularly scheduled programming: stressing out about my 12 page paper and exam and other 5 page paper due all before the 13th, and of course, the world series.

tuition money

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:10:09 -0500

trying to figure out ways to pay tuition, drug dealing definitely came up in conversation. I have to say, I have thought about it. I had a friend who did it (not at my school though). and who would suspect a girl who lives in the healthy living floor? plus i’m small and inconspicuous. and then my friend reminded me about the 10 crack commandments.

1. Never let no one know how much dough you hold.
2. Never let em know your next move.
3. Never trust nobody.
4. Never get high on your own supply.
5. Never sell no crack where you rest at.
6. That God damn credit, dead it.
7. Keep your family and business completely seperated.
8. Never keep no weight on you.
9. If you ain’t gettin bags stay the fuck from police.
10. A strong word called consignment, if you ain’t got the clientele say hell no.

thanks biggie.

(ps i totally have a midterm tomorrow.)

My dog had puppies! My sister and I just finished naming them...

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 13:33:00 -0500

My dog had puppies! My sister and I just finished naming them over IM. Biggie, Romeo, Scotty, and Cassie. All after musicians. (Biggie, self explanatory; Romeo, lead singer of Aventura; Scotty after Kid Cudi; and Cassie, well, Ventura, also self explanatory.)

gangster, nerd, and the little mermaid.

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:53:10 -0500

gangster, nerd, and the little mermaid.

You Don’t Have To Leave - Mike Posner

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:24:36 -0400

You Don’t Have To Leave - Mike Posner

remember to breathe and smile.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 01:51:47 -0400

(note to self)

You ever feel like you’re just going through the motions, trying to get everything done with the...

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 18:45:00 -0400

You ever feel like you’re just going through the motions, trying to get everything done with the little time you have, and just get really jaded? At the same time, I have this overwhelming and irrational fear that something bad is going to happen. I realize this is completely absurd to even think, but it keeps coming up. I keep thinking something might happen to my father, and while I haven’t heard anything bad from my mom, I just can’t seem to shake the feeling.

My father and I don’t talk when I’m at school. He’s only ever called me three times when I’ve been up here in Boston, and two of those times were because he wanted me to do something I was completely unwilling to do. And while I know maybe I should be the one to break the silence, we just don’t have that kind of relationship. We’re usually fine, but I left home in late August in the midst of an argument we had, and even when I went home for the long weekend, we barely spoke. It’s not that I don’t care about him, we’re just two hardheaded individuals unwilling to apologize because we both think we’re right. But yet, I keep thinking how he’s getting much older—he’s 67—and he’s still working full time and working overtime and not exactly the healthiest of people. And it scares me. It scares me to death to think that something might happen to him while I’m over 200 miles away. And I’m not sure what to do about it.

The Prayer - Kid Cudi on repeat. this is getting me thru my...

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 17:03:02 -0400

The Prayer - Kid Cudi

on repeat. this is getting me thru my studying.

rick rolled

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 16:56:15 -0400

Kenny: maybe do that then
Me: well im practicng with my partnet at like 730
Me: *pertner
Me: *partnet
Me: wow
Me: i give up
Kenny: never gonna give never gonna give
Kenny: GIVE YOU UP
Me: hahaha

the countdown begins

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 00:47:38 -0400

5 days until friday.

Top of the mountain

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:09:20 -0400

Top of the mountain

what do you do when you're upset, in college, and it's a friday?

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 23:00:12 -0400

you suck it the fuck up and go out.