3rd
hindsight
so i may have failed my midterm today (ok, maybe i’m overreacting, or maybe i’m not, but i know i wasn’t on my A game) and gotten little amounts of sleep for no reason because i wasn’t up studying, but having that 2 hour conversation in the middle of the night was probably one of the best things i could have done. losing one of my best friends since high school for the past two years for some of the stupidest reasons really hurt me, and i’m really glad that we talked a lot out and are putting most of that past us so we can go back to how things used to be, where we used to talk about everything and anything and it wasn’t uncomfortable, even when i cried in front of him.
this year (from january to now) has been seriously full of new friends, reuniting with old friends, and figuring out who real friends are. i know this sounds extremely cliche, but you really do grow a lot in college. and this year has probably been the year where i’ve done more growing (not vertically however) than i ever have, and i’m so glad for it. this has been the most comfortable i’ve been with myself, and i’m really happy with who i am (even if not everyone likes me).
so you know, glad that’s all out. now back to regularly scheduled programming: stressing out about my 12 page paper and exam and other 5 page paper due all before the 13th, and of course, the world series.
