you suck it the fuck up and go out.
This is the problem with women. You don’t understand the usefulness of anger. Society tries to force you to swallow it down like a good little girl because if you’re angry you’re a bitch and if you’re a bitch no one will love you. Well I say that’s nonsense…
so I lost my favorite pen last friday. yeah i was/still am upset. probably more upset than at what happened last weekend. i’ve replaced it by now, but it’s just not the same.
sooo midterms went well, i’m sure i didn’t fail, which is nice, and i realized my application wasn’t due tonight, and my night class was actually relatively interesting, but sad. my professor told a really upsetting story that came kind of out of nowhere and it kind of depressed me but it makes me a bit hopeful that after that happened to him, he overcame it and is doing fine now.
i’m going to bed soon. yeah, it’s 12:30. yeah i’m in college. yeah i’m 20. i don’t give a fuck. i need sleep.
It is unerringly human to want to know that someone is thinking about you when you are not around.
peterwknox:
emilyinternet:
i wouldn’t go below 14th st for you
an interesting nyt article about “long-distance dating” in nyc. luckily my boyf is only as far away as a full-size bed allows, but i do wonder how hard it’d be to commute over an hour to see each other. (with his current evening schedule, it’d be miserable.) i certainly have a hard enough time seeing friends who live in opposite ends of brooklyn.
Well, this hits home.
BIG cities like New York are both deeply convenient — two steps to the deli for milk in the morning — and deeply inconvenient. It is possible to live in the same city as the person you are dating, and have to travel an hour, or even two, to get together.
I’m Queens, She’s Brooklyn. I’m Hoboken, She’s Manhattan. It’s Astoria or Park Slope. There’s always an hour in between. And it can drive me crazy, but I like to read, like to see her, and when we’re together, we’re both present and on a date. I still appreciate that even a year of doing this, 50-odd weeks of dates, they’re still special and exciting. That hour on the R-Train, I’m using to get excited to see her.
I think this is what makes romance in New York that much more interesting. There’s always that anticipation when traveling to see someone you want to see that you get on the train ride over. I’ve had it many times for different people, and I don’t think it’s an inconvienience. I think it’s one of the more special things the city has that isn’t on purpose.
